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#at this point fuck the schedule#Ill post whenever I can#at least I got to do Theseus Jash again#ship of theseus#cj ship of theseus#chonny jash#jashtober#charamuscadibuja#EDIT SHIT I FORGOT THE FUN FACT#uuuuuuuh#well yesterday I got distracted and ended up drawing Heart as a zombie instead of finishing this lmao
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*clasps your shoulders gently and looks you straight in the eye*
Keferon. Please read Ninth by Kyn on AO3. I think you would love it very much. It has a large chapter count, but don't be intimidated, it's very easy to get into. It is currently unfinished, but is being updated regularly.
You are the seventh person that recommended this fic to me so ahahahaha yeah
I’m doing great Help I hate some parts of it but I love the other parts I’m spinning in the blender
…..I made the moodboard….
#chapter 37#of 120 or something#I must be like 90k words in haha#large word count is not an intimidation. It’s an invitation haha#I love the fics that I can’t read in just one hour:)#I gotta say I don’t enjoy the concept of making robots into organic life#it’s just my preference#seeing them as humans or animals or whatever feels so fucking wrong#the concept itself drives me off#like. Strongly#But at the same time. This fic isn’t about them being ‘haha cute organics’#it’s ‘oh god. I was turned into something I’m not’#instead of teeheee they’re fluffy#it’s please free me from this fucking nightmare. please let me be myself again.#idk how to explain. I resonate I guess#it often feels very disturbing but the characters are also disturbed#So now I’m kind of stuck reading this fic because I just can’t stop lol#just politely skipping the parts that make me too uncomfortable#also#the body horror is….damn. Impressive. I didn’t expect to read about grotesque fleshy creature turning itself inside out#it’s not even aesthetic or symbolic#it literally looks like a fucking nightmare. Which is impressive also.#the flesh is g r o s s#the beginning got me struggling and skipping#but the intermission is currently ruining my sleep schedule#oh fuck….I usually send my posts to the authors of the fics I read…..but I feel like I might offend the author of Ninth if do this……..#there’s a tiny chance they’re following me….if it’s true then I wanna tell I’m sorry pls don’t take this seriously#your fic got me waay out of my comfort zone#huge points for writing Ratchet. Drift in this fic is…the grossest fucking thing I could probably imagine but Ratchet doesn’t even hesitate#he helps him and he cares for him. Which is…..imma be real my first instinct would be to set Drift on fire to end his misery
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daechwita
#agust d#min yoongi#bts#suga#bts suga#bangtan#bangtan sonyeondan#bts gifs#my gifs#he's so fucking hot jesus fucking christ#👍👎#accidental reaction gifs lol#last set from this mv i think#i'm ready to move on and this is probably my favorite set from the whole series#i think i'm gonna go back to bs&t#there's some stuff i still wanna do with that one#then i'll probably do haegeum#the probably some fan cams and then probably amygdala#probably do some BU yoonkook stuff at some point too#just as a like tentative schedule lmao
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How many bathrooms do you think Nightmare's castle has? I can't see them each having their own cause that would be way too many but do you think they all share one?
Asking because I have a hc that Killer takes showers that last like, at least 45 minutes. Not that they need the bathrooms for anything other than bathing really, but I feel like Cross is the one most annoyed by it because he's probably the only one with a consistent hygiene routine. When Killer finally gets out Cross asks him, exasperated, "what were you doing, washing one bone at a time??" and Killer just says "sorry I had to wash my hair" and strolls past.
In reality Killer washes up pretty fast, but he likes standing under the showerhead and letting the hot water run over him. It washes the determination off him even as it drips out and he likes the feeling of being surrounded by warmth, it's like a full body hug and it makes him feel truly at peace for just a little bit. Until somebody starts banging on the door telling him to get out.
#UTDR#UTMV#Killer Sans#Cross Sans#None of the others really care too much because Dust and Horror are very ''eh I'll do it later'' about showering#Nightmare doesn't really need too cause the goop is kinda self-cleaning to a certain degree#Sometimes he'll clean up anyway just for special occasions#Cross is the only one who like. makes a point of showering every day I feel like#And when it's a day Killer showers it fucks up his whole schedule#If Killer ever explained what he was actually doing instead of making a shitty joke Cross would maybe be more understanding#But the bit is more important so he may never know
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thinking about jaytimkon
specifically in the sense of tim and kon mututally pining but never saying anything to each other, so when jason indicates that he'd be down for a little /stress relief/ with tim that tim jumps on it
cue both of them developing feelings without talking about it, and then kon finds out about jason and gets all up in arms bc "hey rob, i know you bats might be cool about murder attempts and shit, but im not"
so jason and kon get into this big fight (of course jason is fighting dirty and definitely breaking out the kryptonite) and it culminates in them yelling at each other about how the other isnt good enough for tim yadda yadda yadda and tim is like tim.exe stopped working
he ends up having to break up the fight being like "both of you??? really???"
and then he has to deal with trying to date both of them while theyre still at each others throats
#im picturing tim getting fed up at some point and breaking out a fucking schedule lmao#which they obviously dont follow#but the more time they spend together the more they bond over tims bad habits#and then eventually they actually do have shit in common and actually get along just fine#so long as they stay away from a few key topics of conversation lmao#jaytimkon#jaytim#timkon#jaykon#melodys words#melodys works
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okay but can we talk about a few things here. First of all, the way dean's looking at sam throughout all of these is fucking insane.
Second of all, SPECIFICALLY the way he's looking DIRECTLY AT HIS LIPS...WHEN THEY'RE BASICALLY PRESSED TOGETHER.
LIKE COME ON. ARE YOU GUYS SEEIN THIS SHIT?
Third, the way he looks so DISAPPOINTED in the last two.
Conclusion: Dean wanted his little brother to pull him in by his lapels and kiss him stupid and he's bummed the fuck out it didn't happen.
#okay now back to your regularly scheduled mind rotting liveblog posting#but fr WHY IS HE LOOKING AT HIM LIKE THAT!!!!!!#HE WANTS TO KISS HIS BROTHER SO FUCKING BAD#LIKE HOW CAN IT BE ANYTHING ELSE AT THIS POINT#i'm losing it#the worms are winning the fight for my brain#emma rewatches spn#1x21 salvation#spn#wincest#samdean
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kuwama. that’s it that’s the post just look at them.
#hello again kuwama nation. i am ill.#i’ve been itching to draw these two like all fucking day man i’ve had the most intense worms it’s bad#they love each other. so much. cries.#fanart#yyh#art#yu yu hakusho#my art#kazuma kuwabara#kurama#yyh kurama#kurama yyh#kuwama#the softest of boys#well. in kurama’s case boy is debatable but that’s besides the point.#i PINKY PROMISE i’ll go back to posting ur regularly scheduled kuwameshi i prommy#i just. love these two right now.
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Horny aroaces exist. And for me, it’s frustrating. Since I feel no sexual attraction and don’t really know how to masturbate without feeling like I have to pee, I try to fantasize about sex be g forced on me because I can’t fathom initiating the horny myself. Basically, the only way I would actually fuck is if it were a fuck or die situation. I’m sex positive aroace. I don’t feel sexual or romantic attraction. I have to consciously initiate sexual desire in myself, and I’ve done so for years thinking it’s the only way I’ll be normal. I read all the dub/noncon Bill Cipher x Reader fics in AO3 and Tumblr just to feel a little bit of desire. And any time I try to initiate desire and sexual feelings, I feel like I have to pee and it’s uncomfortable. Also, hypnosis. Anything to do with hypnosis does it. And it feels so uncomfortable that o try to force myself to like it.
#asexual#aromantic#aroace#ugh#triple a battery#considering seeing a sex therapist#especially since I once thought I was a zoophile at one point#ugh I’ll tell that really disturbing story at some point#it’s really uncomfortable#not a zoophile#fuck zoophiles#I look like someone who has mental health issues#I scheduled my psychiatrist appointment today at least#i’m not okay#and that’s okay#prefer platonic affection#like platonic cuddling
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anybody else rly rly ill about the amount of grief in his eyes in this scene
[original screencap under the cut]
#qkdraws#id in alt#ayyyee surprise trigun content#vash is rly fun to draw <- girl who says literally everything is fun to draw#except shoes.fuck them thangs#anyway yeah the look in his eyes here rewired me a little bit#imagine animating human emotion so viscerally. who did this.who thought this was ok#apparently im incapable of drawing pointed faces i have to round them out. or ill die or smth#i wanna draw him more but i 1) need Energy and 2) i will have to draw his prosthetic#this isn't an excuse i Will draw his prosthetic im just whining to whine. i ain't no quitter#vash the stampede#trigun stampede#trigun#trigun vash#shoving this in the drafts before i go to bed.hi it's Draft Jay here coming at u live at 1:30am and Starving#literally so hungry.somebody save me <- too worried abt waking her parents to make food#enough of that tho i didn't expect trigun to be so .fucked up#i mean it's a show abt a fucking pacifist gunman who has a brother named Millions Knives.that's so fuckin stupid /pos#who knew how horrid it would get (not me.now i know tho <3)#uhh ur regularly scheduled mob psycho stuff will be back soon in the meantime[passes out]
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Since I cannot sleep anyways guess I wont gate keep this picture of the two häärijäs from Hamburg anymore 🤣🥹
#the security guy got over to me afterwards and fixed my collar said it had bothered him for a while xD#and then i asked him why he didnt want to point it out sooner (before picture)#just another silly interaction i remember randomly at 4 am#fuck my sleep schedule btw#also yeah a bit annoyed at myself forgetting to put my purse away after buying merch#but this is still very precious to me 🥹#häärijä#micahs foolery#me#my gig#hamburg gig#käärijä eurotour 2024#käärijä crew
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im being so so brave but also i am gripping you by the shoulders and leaning in and letting you know i am so tired of being brave
#my job has invented new and even more agonizing ways to make itself stressful to endure#and that isn't even counting the fact that i've now seriously fucked up my wrist transporting 30lb boxes up and down stairs#or the fact that i occasionally get piercing shoulder pains if i'm not super careful about how i use the hand truck#or the fact that whenever i come home on mondays my entire lower body is so sore that i can't move beyond a weak shuffle#it's the fact that my boss has no sense of organization#so my supervisor and i are basically salvaging or starting from scratch every week#it's the fact that some of our clients are asking for things we're not even contracted to provide#like access to our company materials or additional resources outside of our scheduled bookings#and that there's this constant looming threat of 'ohhh don't be bad at your job!! or else we'll lose our contract with these people!!'#but 'bad at your job' in this case means 'not bending over backwards to accommodate the least accommodating circumstances possible'#like 'hey you need to lead this training exercise meant for 20 people except actually you only have 4 people'#'and actually none of them are familiar with the prerequisites for this training or have any experience with the skills'#'and also none of them want to be there and half of them just Don't Do These Things as a rule'#'and if you try to make them do anything they don't want to do (even if it's literally the point of the training) they Will leave'#'and then we will no longer have enough clients to pay you'#like. what am i doing. this company was not designed to work with this format. we're not an arts and crafts group or a club meeting#hi so i wrote this post before starting weekend work prep#it has been 3 hours now#im still not done#i haven't eaten and my wrist hurts so bad#i need to.................. take a break................................
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I fucking hate my job, my medical LOA is over and last week I called to be put back on the schedule and they told me no, asked me to call back today to see if they could figure something out, and they’re not answering.
#yall are understaffed as fuck don’t tell me there’s no payroll for me#fuck off#the week of the 23rd there are random shifts I could pick up I guess#but I’d rather just be given my normal schedule that I’ve had for like years at this point#come the fuck on#and again that’s a whole other week not getting paid
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I'M FREEEEEEE
Yesterday was my last day in the emergency department for this academic year, and of course it was also the absolute fucking worse out of the entire two months of emergency medicine that I've done so far in residency. I didn't get so much as a ten minute break to eat the whole fucking day, I stayed nearly two hours after the end of my shift writing notes and playing phone tag with a bunch of specialists until my attending fucking left, and my attending kept telling me to go see new patients when I was already super behind on figuring out wtf I was doing for the ones that I had. One of my sign-outs literally ended up being, "As for plan, uh...sorry, I didn't even staff this one. I put in a CBC, CMP, and UA and then they called a code and I went to go do that. Sorry." and fucking bless the next attending coming on because he was so chill about it. I think he could see the stress in my eyes, lmaoooo.
On the bright side, I did get to successfully intubate a guy! This is an improvement on the first time I tried to intubate someone, which was a few days ago on a high risk patient who coded in the middle of it.
Anyway, saw my clinic patients today, and now it's time for my first two-day weekend in literally two fucking months. Happy November!
#personal#residency#dear diary#I'm doing my outpatient pediatrics rotation next#which is a normal 40 hour a week with weekends off job#and it's depressingly hilarious how excited I am about that schedule#I'm also excited about doing outpatient pediatrics!#seeing as that is actually a part of the medical practice I want to do!!!#FUCK the emergency department!!!!!!!!#(thank you ED docs for existing I hate being down there so fucking much)#my attending yesterday was a new grad like literally JUST finished residency#so he was good at teaching when he was teaching#but he also lacked context for the pace at which I'm able to do literally anything in the first few months of intern year#and all the EM seniors were at didactics so I had NO help#I literally fled to the other side of the department to ask a nice PA how to call poison control at one point
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really dreading mizu5 tbh. yes the writing around mizuki has generally been really well done and it feels thoughtful and intentional, but it'd be a very easy and very instantaneous thing. to just throw four years worth of build-up in the fucking garbage. or maybe nothing of substance will get confirmed at all because they decided they like making money. maybe it'll just be bad and this is all a waste of time and no one's going to be happy. maybe i should obtain a grenade launcher and play with it
#AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#the fact that nene's event was scheduled to be one day shorter than usual so mizu5 would start on national coming out day like#that sort of gave me hope. made me go from 'there's a 70% chance this will be bad' to 'there's a 40% chance this will be bad'#but then not even a full day after a tweet pointing this out goes viral it's suddenly being pushed back to the 12th..?#maybe i'm just being cynical and it's just one hell of an unfortunate coincidence but#i'm being this cynical to protect my heart lol#if i put the bar higher than the bottom of hell and colopale fails to hit it i'll be devastated so the bar is in fucking hell <3#iwant this to be good. i really do. it could be so good. it could be so amazingly important. like i LOVE mizuki. SO much#but it's too easy for them to fuck up!#ugh
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happy birthday to the most subtle actor on the planet, first kanaphan / happy one of my favourite little eclipse details day
#the eclipse the series#the eclipse#theeclipseedit#first kanaphan#userjamiec#tuserrowan#mushiemaradame#my edits#my gifs#mine: the eclipse#mine: first kanaphan#i made this 6 months ago then remade it yesterday because i fucked one of them up and didn't notice#thank fuck my queue's empty so i noticed it lmao#hhhhhhhhhhanyway#i'm a normal person noticing normal things#scheduling for midnight uk time on the 3rd because i can#don't usually do birthday posts but this little detail murders me#did first think he was being clever#did he just insist on flipping the calendar mid filming#because it's definitely set at 00 at one point#these are 3 episodes apart#it's likely just to do with blocking so they were filmed at the same time#(mannequin doesn't move)#(kt's hair is the same length in both scenes)#but it's still funny
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idisil on the brain babes
#twisted wonderland#idia shroud#twst silver#idisil#silidia#twst#cereal tries to draw#idia is just so fucking funny all the time#i love how often he comments on how attractive he thinks silver is#other characters too but like Specifically Silver#i watched book 7 update and the way he was like AUGH HARD MUSCLES like hello. sir. slkfjdsklfjkdsl#YES silver fell asleep standing up. what about it.#i think silver should have more bedhead#i know he like. probably makes a point to look presentable as a malleus guard#but i want to see forbidden sleepy disheveled guy lolol#ok scheduling this post too byeeeeee mwah
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